if you had read a few of my last updates or even followed my tweets you would know that I applied for this job, maybe 8 weeks ago, it was an amazing job, there were 43 positions & 900 people applied. I didn’t get the job, which actually broke my heart, I really thought if I deserved it & wanted it bad enough maybe I would get it, and I didn’t so fuck me. This job would have changed my life entirely, but I guess I didn’t deserve it. Anyway, enough with my sob story, although I probably will be sooking about this for awhile. I did waste 8 weeks sitting around thinking I actually had a chance of getting the job that would change my life, that would allow me to send my grandparents on a first class holiday & even maybe starting building my dream. Apparently the same opportunity is happening again at the end of this year, so hopefully I’ll have a chance then.

I’m going to start job hunting next week in my hometown, trying to find some sort of income because I am so sick of being broke. I live in a small town so there aren’t many opportunities, I’ll probably end up in a supermarket or retail store until something better comes along, no disrespect to people who want to make a living in the retail/grocery business. So hopefully I’ll only be there till the end of the year, and I’ll finally get the job I want! There I go, getting ahead of myself again. 

I’ve kind of been slacking with my weight loss regiment in the last two weeks, I’ve still been eating relatively healthy but have not been working out atall! I’ve been so sick, hopefully I’ll be over it by Tuesday & I’ll get my chubby ass back in the gym. I’m also going to start walking in the afternoons because I really need to get my arse back in to gear, so next week: gym, pilates & walking. Hopefully I won’t forget, someone remind me on Tuesday okay. Also I need to cut out diet coke, diet coke really paranoids me, I feel like I have to brush my teeth right after drinking it because it’ll stain my teeth, is that irrational? I don’t care, I’m cutting it out. 

My guilty pleasure this month has been the TV show The Client List, like I have been obsessed. I didn’t really think I was going to like this show, but I downloaded one episode just to check it out & I loved it. I love shows with gorgeous men in them okay, I’m guilty plus I have such a girl crush on Jennifer Love Hewitt. I’ve been trying to recreate her hair all week, like omg it is perfect. Anyway, thats enough of an update! Hope everyone is having a lovely weekend. xoxo