I’m actually procrastinating right now, I really need to do my english and history assignment. I feel like I’m the only one who still has assessments, and it sucks. I can’t believe I’m actually going to be finished with high school by the end of the week, I’m never going to have to do assignments or homework ever again, never see some of the people that have had such a major impact in my life, never going to be a kid again, never going to walk in to exam and think I’m fucked, never going to eat sour strap with my favourite girl, never going to hear Jesse going on and on about her boy bands, never going to play strip poker in the senior room again, never going to have to sit through a pointless assemblies, never going to eat crappy dining hall food again, never going to be able to skip classes and waste time, never going to quote How I Met Your Mother with Jack, I’m going to miss it all, even the crappy stuff. It really makes me sad and I know people are going to be like ’ blah blah, you’re not going to miss it ’ and they could be right but I think I’m going to miss it terribly. A whole part of my life is ending, a whole part of my life that I thought would never have ended this quickly. Sometimes I do wish I tried harder and didn’t treat it as such a social outing but then I wouldn’t have all these amazing memories that I would give up for everything. It’s scary to think next year I’m probably not going to know half of these people. I should probably do my history assignment considering if I fail I fail all of year 12, wooo love pressure.