my life has been crazy lately, I don’t really plan on being on tumblr alot for the next three weeks. I still have a lot of assignments to do, three that will effect if I pass year 12 or not ( it’s a lot of pressure ) I also found out a few days ago that my cousin is pregnant, she’s by far one of my closest friend/family member. She is only 3 months younger than me, and I couldn’t be more happier for her. I don’t care if people thinks she is too young, or that she’s ‘fucking’ up her life, I think it’s a beautiful thing. Sure, she is young but this baby is going to have the best parents and Aunty B. I’m so excited for her, I can’t wait to see her with a big belly - she’s four months at the moment, the next five months are just going to fly by. I spent most of my weekend with her, and ugh I’m so excited. 

Also, I’ve really just been trying to enjoy these last few weeks with everyone at school because lets face it I’m probably never going to see half of them again or if not for a very long time. So, I’ve just been hanging with them, getting drunk, making memories. It makes me sad to know that we have all grown so close and it’s almost over. I’ll definitely try really hard to keep in contact with a few of them. I feel like I’m only just starting my life, like it’s just me and I’m all alone. I kind of like it. 

I’ve also been trying to lose a few kilos today, although it hasn’t been going to well - mainly because I always forget that I’m ‘dieting’. But today I did Pilates for the first time in months today, and it hurt like a mother fucker. I’m definitely going to follow through with it, because I’m sick of not being happy with my body. ugh, white girl problems. 

I really need to start looking/applying for jobs, just incase the job I’m really hoping for falls through - which I pray it doesn’t. Anyway, that was a quick update. I’ll still be blogging, just not when I’m drowning in assignments. xoxo